... sad times happen...

Just feeling heavy. Weighed down, and this time the feeling is lasting longer than normal... I can't shake it... and I don't know what to do. ...

I'm missing "the one", not even knowing who he is.
I'm missing having someone to cuddle.
I'm missing having someone to share life with.
I'm missing running to someone when I'm sad.
I'm missing someone to twirl and smile to when they make me happy and my heart flutter.

I feel so weighed down with waiting.
Waiting.
Always waiting.

My heart feels heavy

so heavy.

sad

so sad. 

I feel trapped

under the weight.

I can't breath

with this pressure.

I wanna cry

but can't.

Tears drown me

as I wait.

Always waiting.

To wait is inevitable...

so what do I do in the wait??