So twisted- but how many times so true

Not posting the lyrics this time... ya gotta check it for yourself.
Such a twisted song, but I get it. We were passionate in everything we did.. including our fighting. When it was good it was so GREAT, but when it was bad it was HORRIBLE.
It got to be so ridiculous, but it was what it was ya know. We still loved each other. I dont know if it's fortunate we got out or not. We say how we still love each other- but we were destroying each other. Just a month ago he was saying how he wished I'd move in with him again so he could take care of me, but I knew we couldnt go down that path again. I finally said no- that I didnt even wanna see him again, that I had to move on. That decision was one of the hardest I made. I dont know what he's thinking a month later cuz I wont go back anymore... but I find I still miss him like crazy. And tho I'm comparing guys less and less. 6 months of being broken up... but 5 of that still keeping in touch makes breaking up seriously hard to do. I can't quite say I lovED him like its over, cuz I still feel like its current, but I just keep tellin myself that one day I'll be over. One day, it'll be a memory. One day, someone else will take that place. One day...
One day.