Heard the cracking of my heart breaking... not a pleasent sound

Everything is over, but I was dealing to much with my hurts to see my heart.

Now you hold my heart in your hand, and you don't even know it.

And so here I am, feeling like I'm sitting in an empty room, alone.

Realizing, I can't go back and fill up the space.

So my lips are seal. 

There is nothing more I can say,

that you will hear. 

My words of the past have pushed you to far,

to have you near again.

But if I could say one thing

it would be.... 

and...

and for myself... 

I just sit thinking... 

asking... 

How do I move on?

How do I let go,

knowing I still love him?

The heart wants what the heart wants,

but it can't always have it. 

I've never been in this place.

So how do I stop this pain...

of desire for what I've lost?

Almost Lover... goodbye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDEEzS7OV2k

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind images

You sang me spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick

Well I'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me in the shade

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never

ever forget these images

Well i'd never want to see you unhappy

I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot try the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and i'm haunted

And i bet you are just fine

Did i make it that easy to walk

Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye my almost lover

Goodbye my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Why can't you just let me be?

So long my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

Goodbye. It took near a yr, but I'm officially, finally... saying goodbye to it all. Just memories now, and memories is where it stops. I wish you well and blessings. I must turn now, walk down the road better designed for me, away from you. Goodbye VT-o.